Story from Below
I am writing to you from inside a dark, damp
cave. The last of my
candles is burning out, and I fear my message may not be complete.
Nonetheless, I must
tell of the horrible things I have found.
The day started much like any other. I was
camping near a mountain
park and decided to take an early morning walk. A thick mist hung in
the air that made it
impossible to see more than fifty feet ahead. But even so, it wasn't
the mist. It was
something else, a shaking of the ground, a strong wind, I don't know.
But I lost my
balance, slipped, and fell down the side of a hill.
It was dark when I woke. I had my backpack with
me and a few
supplies: some food, a bottle of water, and a flashlight. I turned the
flashlight on and
looked around. The hillside was not very steep. It should be no trouble
to climb back up
and find the trail. But I didn't. I can't say why. I wanted to see
where I was, see what
stretched out before me. It was a strange feeling, like the world I
came from no longer
existed, no longer mattered.
Anyways, I wandered around for a few hours and
found nothing at all,
not a thing. I don't know what I expected to find. I turned off the
flashlight, found a
comfortable spot on the ground, and proceeded to sleep.
It was an unpleasant sleep. In a dream, there
was a great hole in
the ground, like the vent of a volcano. And a deep beating sound from
all sides hammered
at my senses. I was sweating terribly and an itch spread over my body,
like hundreds of
centipedes burrowing into my veins. I clawed at the ground and tried to
cover myself with
dirt and leaves.
Farther and farther down I went. The ground
became cold and icy.
Then the ground gave. I fell through and landed in water. Something
weighed me down. I
struggled to reach the surface but kept sinking. Water all around.
Trees. Digging roots.
Burning heat. Grabbing. Tearing me. Sweat crawling.
Now ordinarily I would be glad to wake from a
dream like that. But
when I looked behind me and saw a cave entrance exactly as I had
dreamed, the volcano
vent, well, all the blood left my body, and I just sat there shivering,
wishing I could be
back in the dream, back where it was safe no matter how frightening.
And I couldn't think of any safe places to
picture to calm myself
down. I couldn't remember home or pleasant strolls through grassy
fields. There was none
of this. All I knew was that there was a great haunting in front of me,
with no reason or
purpose to it.
I saw tree branches moving. One of them spoke
and whispered and
hummed to me that they were cleaning up pieces of bark and that there
was nothing to worry
about because everything gets hurt sometimes. They picked my up gently
and threw me into
the hole.
I realized then that I must still be dreaming,
but it didn't matter.
It was the same as it ever had been. I dreamt more, of the same things
moving along and
all about me. And when I did finally wake, if in fact I did, I was not
at all surprised to
find myself in a cave, light from the entrance barely visible far above
me. I laughed,
because it seemed I had finally caught up with this, that I had
expected what would happen
next.
I no longer had my backpack, my supplies. And
the gnawing in my
stomach would soon be very important. I reached out and tried to feel
my way around. There
must be some way to figure this out, to make sense of it. I almost
slipped into a much
deeper hole.
Acting more carefully now, I found a piece of
cloth on the ground,
directly underneath the entrance. I pulled at the cloth and there was
resistance. A sudden
crawling feeling told me that I should stop. I let go of the cloth and
fell backwards,
quite near the hole in fact. The cloth was a part of something that I
was beginning to
realize. If a thousand rats had come up from the hole and clawed at my
flesh I would not
have noticed then, so uneasy did I feel.
I can't write about what I found. I'm afraid
that if I do I will go
quite mad. I can feel the little bit of sanity that I have left
slipping away. It was many
hours before I could stop my hands from shaking. I can say that I found
a bag lying off to
the side. In the bag were some candles, a few well-preserved matches,
and paper and
writing utensils from someone's journal. There were many other things,
things that had
been...
I plan to finish this letter, secure it to
something that can be
thrown out of the cave, and hope that someday someone finds it. I know
that will probably
not happen.
But even so, it will not be long. There is
something that...
I must go. By whatever powers there be, may this letter reach you.
(c) 1994, Matthew K. Coughlin